FUCK NO! Get off my ego!
I was told yesterday that I don't have enough ego, wait? What?!? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Yeah, that basically I'm spending too much of my time and energy being diplomatic to the nth degree as well as "playing small" so that others won't ever feel inferior around me. Ugh! Yes! Halleleu! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ And, it's killing me. Literally. I have the lab work to prove it. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Ego gets a bad rap in our society but if right now you said "Hey Jami, I'm going to fly us in a plane to Atlanta, I've never flown a plane before and I have no license but get in!" It's my EGO that would say "Ummm that's crazy, you could kill us and no and thanks and byeeeee!" ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ When faced with the information that my very life depends upon speaking up for myself ESPECIALLY with allllll the Negative Nellies in my life (btw Neg. Nellies LOVE to feed off ppl who are working hard to maintain a high vibe!), my EGO said "yay! I can't WAIT to tell some of these ppl off" LOL! Ummm? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ So you see, while the ego isn't BAD it can be a tricky thing to keep in balance but it starts now. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The person speaking with me yesterday said: Gurl! You need to ditch your YES & embrace your FUCK NO! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ And, to that I sat FUCK YES! I mean FUCK NO! I mean...well, I think you know what I mean 😆